Wishes.

I wish I come across a genie that said, "your wish is my command."

Things I thought I would never ever even want, are on my firsts in my wish list. Like when I was a kid, I always wanted to be a bride, have a fairytale wedding. Have a loving husband. Have a sweet family with two lovely kids. Isn't what every girl has ever dreamt of? Well, off late, everything and absolutely everything has changed in my life. When I had such innocent dreams, I used be someone who could afford a lot of luxuries of life... Now necessities are difficult to have.
    There used to be a 'man' who promised me a lot in life. And probably it wasn't really him but those promises was what I fell for. I longed so much to have those things that when the thought of being happy was in my head, and when it turned out to be a completely opposite thing, I just felt that my heart was being ripped apart. Now, no, I dont want to be sad again, so lets focus on what things have become now or what I want from life at this day.
Well to start off, I think I've become so numb that now.

• So I would say I just dont want to be married. Its seen everywhere around how people end up when they get married, which can be, angry, tired, bored, frustrated...etc?

• I want lots of money. Like tonnes of it. I want to swim inside like uncle scrooge :D

• I want two big wardrobes. One for my clothes. One for my books. And an entire wall of stuff like 'Charlieissocoollike' :D

• I want a good phone that has a never ending balance! I desperately want to start earning. Want a house of my own, and start living on my own.

• I want tonnes of music around me... I want to lose myself in music.

• I want lots of treks and travels around the world. With lots of fun... lots of new fun people. Happiness all around! :)

• I want my real friends around me. So both sides can have fun.

• Mainly, I WANT FREEDOM! Dont just want to keep waiting, want to fly... far far away...!